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Brainstorming

It all begins with me finally figuring out the damn problem with my stupid card to post on this website ...

no ..

let's try again

once upon a time, there was a small girl ..

naaahhhhh

i love cute things and i love drawing and i love stories so i want to share it with you !!

the 10 / 12/ 2024

i have no idea how to write a blog so this is my diary/thoughts..

i have my period today.. i don’t want to go to work tomorrow, someone may read this, or no one may ever read this, i for sure will come back to this, so, whatever.

it is almost the new year and i have been seeing these new resolutions!! plan for the year .. like buddy, i can't even plan for this afternoon .. i am a lazy potato, i will do anything to keep my prestigious status as a lazy potato, so my biggest resolution for 2024 is MONEY !!!! so i can be lazy properly u know I need shelter, food, internet, and of course my visa here in Japan to be good.

today my pocket is empty … tomorrow … empty too probably BUT! maybe in a few months, my hard work will give fruit!!

the 18 december 2023

i have finally edited and updated my first comic, i made it back in 2018, i have always wanted to redo it and finish it and finally, i have the time and chance to do so!

i wanted to thank theses who bothered with my humble work and patiently read it despite the bad quality, and writing.

i have it on

https://tapas.io/series/OOden-s-bride

and

https://www.webtoons.com/en/canvas/oodens-bride/list?title_no=212080

i haven’t yet figured out how to publish it on my website. i have to work tomorrow so oh well.

glad i worked on it.

the 24 december 2023


I did it, I figured out how to put my comic on the site. now to the next step

Have you ever wondered how to do what needs to be done?

reduce it to peaces, many may have said this already but here's a little tip, take the first task, it can be as simple as cleaning the table "i hate cleaning.." and just focus on that and forget about the rest 'aka the rest of the house'. after you finish, get a reward! 'chocolate for me!!' and then on to the next one!

I would work all day for chocolate.. and coffee..


the 26 december2023

i was complaining to a friend about my stomach problem and she directly guessed what is wrong with me . she was no doctor, but she was more helpful than most doctors that i went to and sucked me dry.

gastroptosis, now begin an adventure to solve years old health problem. i am so grateful i have a lead after years of suffering and useless doctors.

the 2 ed January 2024

yes, the 2 ed, for I for some reason was avoiding work as it would burn me, i love writing yet it overwhelms me at the same time.

how did you spend your new year? i was home, maybe the fact that I had a home to be at made me want to stay indoors.

today my small wish came true and i got to drink amazake in the new year in Japan. i fear crowds so I went to my small neighborhood shrine and I got to drink the yummiest amazake.

what is that you may ask! rice drink .. i think .. no idea but it is warm and delicious

Happy New Year!

the 3 ed january

do you have ADHD? i do, one of interesting fact is that when i am doing something i can't stop, so sometimes i don't even start because i know i will hate to stop.

when i am indoors i don't want to go out when i am out i don't want to go indoors, when i am drawing i don't want to stop but i have to stop at some point to do other things, when i am writing i don't want to stop, but i have to.. this is what we call .. OVERTHINKING ..

so i found a good solution, i don't even think about it , I have something to do. just do it , yes like the logo, i don't even think, i open a video and distract my brain and go on autopilot to do what must be done until my brain cashe me and is like ‘‘ hey .. this is fun too .. ‘‘

the 13 january

i may lose my websie … because i am not yet financially well , i picked the monthly payment for my squarespace subscribtion. this is the second month and they refuse my card , i contacted the service but no anwser, it breaks my heart that when i finally got my own presence my pwn space i am losing it ..


the 5 febrary 2024

yesterday I saw some beautiful flowers, it may have been early Sakura, it is amazing how the simple sight of a flower can make one feel happiness.